Writing to say I am feeling more optimistic, perhaps because I got the first season of David Lynch's twin peaks for 14.99 when it was £50 in HMV, and I've wanted it for years. Despite the very bad piano lesson, and the potential feeling of doom, and the toilet being ripped out and sat in the back garden I am ready to fight back.from the miserability I was feeling yesterday.I have speant a bit too much though, but maybe it's realising endorphins, cos I have "stuff" now.